alyx-sama

Uhm, yeah I don't use this account ever. But it's my oldest account and I figure this is worth a shot. My Yahoo is no longer available to me as it got hacked and fighting with yahoo to get my password and account back became too much a struggle to care about. That being said, I lost some contacts and ways to message old friends. So I'm looking for Noxy aka Nocturn. Noxy if you read this please message me on here or find a way to contact me? If someone reads this from RPGC or Hideout who still has Noxy on their messenger please let them know I miss talk to them and want to make sure they are doing ok. Thanks.

For those of you who haven't found me yet, I have moved. If you wish to follow me to the new promise land of art etc, then send me a note for my new name. If you do not wish to follow me, I understand and respect that. You have all been wonderful watchers and inspired me when I was down for the last seven years. I will keep a eye on this account for those I watch here, but I will not update anymore. Best wishes to you all. May your journey be a long one, full of love and laughter. May you see many rainy days so that the days of sun seem much more sweet. May you most of all see the end of your journey and go to it with no regrets. <3

So. Don't know what I'll do with this. I am looking at joining the military as job prospects are grim and with ending of unemployment benefits there is more competition then ever. I mean, when you have like 80+ applying for a cashiers position at walmart and you're competing for a basic entry level job, it gets a little depressing. This wasn't a quick decision for me. I've been thinking about it on and off since 2009. I even took the asvab and was looking at various jobs in the military but then I got hired on at T-mobile and put that on a back burner. Since most likely I will be enlisting after I visit home in Feb, I'll be inactive (cause